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"YOU TAKE OUR MONEY, YOU WANT OUR HOUSE, YOU WON'T EVEN HELP US OUT."
PEOPLE WHO SAY IT CANNOT BE DONE SHOULD NOT GET IN THE WAY OF THOSE WHO ARE ALREADY DOING IT.

DAY-43, LOCAL GOVERNMENTS BEING HIT HARD BY CREDIT CARD COMPANIES ME FIRST ATTITUDE.

DAY-43, LOCAL GOVERNMENTS BEING HIT HARD BY CREDIT CARD COMPANIES ME FIRST ATTITUDE.
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IS IT FAIR TO CHANGE FIXED-RATE CREDIT CARDS TO VARIABLE RATES?

IS IT FAIR TO CHANGE FIXED-RATE CREDIT CARDS TO VARIABLE RATES?
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DAY-41, LINKING STATE GOVERMENT PROPOSED TAX INCREASES TO THE CREDIT CARD COMPANIES.

DAY-41, LINKING STATE GOVERMENT PROPOSED TAX INCREASES TO THE CREDIT CARD COMPANIES.
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CHASE BANK PROTEST MARCH TO THE SANTA MONICA SEA, THEN SEE JOAN IN CONCERT, FREE! THURSDAY, JULY 9

CHASE BANK PROTEST MARCH TO THE SANTA MONICA SEA, THEN SEE JOAN IN CONCERT, FREE!  THURSDAY, JULY 9
DO YOU HAVE A DAILY-PROTEST.com or BLOGGERS AGAINST CHASE BANK.com SIGN? THEN MARCH to the FREE JOAN BAEZ CONCERT at the SANTA MONICA PIER!
JOAN BAEZ DOES NOT KNOW WHO WE ARE AND THEREFORE IS NOT ENDORSING THE CHASE BANK PROTEST MARCH, BUT, WHAT FAMOUS CELEBRITY IS?
NO NEED TO TRY AND ASSEMBLE FOR THE MARCH, JUST MARCH FROM WHERE EVER YOU ARE COMING FROM WITH YOUR DAILY-PROTEST.com SIGN!
(PLEASE DO NOT MARCH IF IT IS A STRAIN OR HAZARDOUS TO YOUR HEALTH), YOU DO NOT HAVE TO HAVE A SIGN TO SEE THE CONCERT FOR FREE.

FREE JOAN BAEZ CONCERT, JULY 9TH, 2009, STARTS 8PM (COME EARLIER FOR BETTER LOCATION, B.Y.O.C.) CLICK ON IMAGE FOR MAP.

DAY-23, CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-23, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-22 CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-22 CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-20, CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-20, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-19, CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-19, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-16, CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-16, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-13, CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-13, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-12, CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-12, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-11, CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-11, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-10, Thanks Dad.

DAY-10, Thanks Dad.
Rest in Peace

DAY-9, CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-9, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-8, CHASE BANK PROTEST

DAY-8, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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Day-7, CHASE BANK PROTEST

Day-7, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-6, CHASE BANK PROTEST AT 12051 VENTURA BLVD, STUDIO CITY.

DAY-6, CHASE BANK PROTEST AT 12051 VENTURA BLVD, STUDIO CITY.
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DAY-5, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-4, CHASE BANK PROTEST
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DAY-3, CHASE PROTEST

DAY-3, CHASE PROTEST
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DAY-2, CHASE PROTEST

DAY-2, CHASE PROTEST
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DAY-1, CHASE PROTEST

DAY-1, CHASE PROTEST
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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Chase Bank Protest-Day 10, My Dad Passes and it was painful for me.

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My Father passed away yesterday. Even though I was with him most of the time over the past 2 months, I made a huge mistake and I will never forget it, and it hurts. I wanted to give him a ton of kisses to make up for the unnecessary guilt that others in our family had chosen to heap on him. However, I was afraid that by doing that, I would be telling him to die, that this was it. So I waited so as not to hasten his death.

He had to be changed that last night and he was so weak that he just sank into the air mattress. It took me half an hour to change him and I was so exhausted by then that I fell asleep sometime around 3 in the morning? When I woke up he was gone. I wanted him to know one final time how grateful I was for him and for being his son and to counter the stress, anxiety and guilt that he felt based on the narcissistic judgement by others of his life, and I failed.

My father thanked me several times over the past couple of months and said he wouldn't still be alive if not for my efforts. For me it was not an effort,I was grateful to be there when he needed a sip of water or had a special food craving, but I just wanted to him know one last time in no uncertain terms how much he meant to me.

A big part of my grief involved trying to file my nightly story for this blog even as he lay just three feet from me and was only hours away from dying. Filing my nightly stories is important to me because we have to fight back against paper violence. Paper violence is when some schmuck in a corporate board room makes a callous, uncalled for numerical decision that instantly causes grief and hardship to thousands of people, such as what Chase is doing with their Change in Terms on already existing agreements. These Change in terms involve raising monthly minimum fees 250%. Yet there was my father, and I blew it his final night and I am sitting here in tears as I write this.

As at peace that I am that I did everything for my father that I could, I feel I blew it the final night of his life, big time, and I blame Chase bank for that. I would protest 8 hours a day against Chase, every day, if I could earn a wage doing it. In the meantime, I will probably post less often over the next week as I prepare for my fathers funeral. Thanks Dad, thanks for my life and for you being in it.

5 comments:

Barbara said...

Alessandro, My deepest condolences go out to you at this time. From reading what you write, it sounds to me your Dad knew exactly how much you loved him. And he definitely knows it now. Now is the time to remember all the good times you had with him through the years.

Alessandro Machi said...

Thank you Barbara.

catsden said...

Alessandro, I agree with Barbara that your father understood how much you loved him; he saw you there by his side doing everything a loving son could do. Please know how sorry I am for your loss; no amount of expecting it can ease the actual loss. Grieve and remember, cry and remember - you were with him and he saw and knew. I am sure he was at peace. Find some peace for yourself. cats

Anonymous said...

Sunshinelvr said...
Alessandro,Normally, I check your blog about every day (Daily Puma) because I tend to use it to find out what is going on elsewhere...
However, I missed this post. My deepest condolences and considering how much you showed your love for your Dad, I am positive that he realized it.

Alessandro Machi said...

Thank you all.

 

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